Love OR Body

Was that love or betrayal to my body?

I am confused, to understand
the demands and the needs
of my heart and my soul.
Stuck in the situation and
struggling with the thoughts,
of right and wrong.
Thoughts, of me and my love,
and of the spark we ignited by love.
He was on me and I was on him
And then we both were into it.
Yes, love was made and also
bodily completions were fulfilled,
Because it made us forget everything.
“It” is what, I am witless to understand.
Was that the love or just the lust, we had.
That made me forget, everything, for a while
and then confusing me, for the rest of the time.
Love is for the whole and lust is for the thirst,
and this comparison, is making me go nuts.
If that was love, then why I am so confused,
And, if that was lust, then why did I do.
Wish! I had the key, to answer,
for my struggling thoughts,
And could escape, the situation,
with the right or the wrong.